No, not badmouthing.
It's just that, it dosen't matter where ya go, there ya are.
Reloading.
There is a wealth of info right here. Go to the beginning, look around and let us know what questions you have. Not blowing you off you will find the reading interesting as well as answering some of your own questions.
Yes you can learn it.
http://www.gunandgame.com/forums/handloading/