I will begin with the current state of affairs...the gf left me yesterday...she went back home to Kearney, NE. Ok so to the beginning of the story:: We had seen each other at the local burger joint she worked at and I never got the guts to say anything and to my joy that worked out the best for me. Well I saw her on Facebook (social networking website) and added her and was talkin to her this was on the 4th of August. We had both known each other or known of each other for a while..so we started talkin and a hailstorm started so we went to the carwash to park under it and we talked for a solid two hours...not once did I see an objective i.e, sex and whatnot in her. I just saw her for what she was...just a beautiful person and someone I could just hold a conversation with. So it ended up she came back to my apartment and she ended up staying there until last night. We were dating and madly in love with each other. I wasn't ready for her to move in but her crazy as hell grandmother in town kicked her out so I let her move in and we shared the bills and the like. We had our little arguments and whatnot but nothing we didn't get over in like a few hours at the very most. Fast forward to last week, we took a week long vacation out to her hometown of Kearney & Gibbon, NE. It was ok but I just didn't like the feel of the town. We had a couple arguments while we were there but got over it, one of which involved her constantly texting her ex-bf that lives in Kearney and him saying "I love you" and her saying it right back. We get back Saturday and her "promise/engagement ring" was in and I put it on her finger and all was well. Sunday we went up the mountain and came down Crazy Woman Canyon which was amazing. Well yesterday she says we need to work on some things in our relationship and on my morning break at 9am she comes up and I told her that I didn't really like the feel of Kearney. She got kinda bummed and on my lunchbreak we both cried a bit. Well yesterday afternoon we are talking on facebook again and she says that she's leaving, she's going back to Nebraska to think about some things, to "figure crap out." I pleaded with her, she said she had already made up her mind, that she was going no matter what I said or did. So she said she would wait until I got done work to leave. We said our "temporary goodbye" and she was gone from my world about as fast as she entered it. Needless to say last night was about the longest night I've ever had in my entire life. I woke up every couple hours calling our her name...but it was no use...she wasn't there.