Hi, I have a small Raven 25 caliber handgun that my Mom gave me after my Dad passed away. While I have wanted to train and keep one safely in the home, I don't know if this is the gun for me - I know nothing about it. Is it worth keeping? Should I get rid of it and get something else? I have very small hands but this thing seems too small even for me to hang onto. I've fired a Beretta 9mm on a range and it felt pretty comfortable. Just looking at the Raven, I'm afraid it would just fly out of my hands when it kicks. Appreciate any advice!